"Do not be afraid; I am the first and the last, and the living one. I was dead, and see, I am alive forever and ever; and I have the keys of Death and of Hades. Now write what you have seen, what is, and what is to take place after this." Rev. 1:17-19.

Saturday, May 24, 2014

St. Paul at the Speed



        

Acts 17:22-31
Psalm 66:7-18
1 Peter 3:13-22
John 14:15-21



O God, you have prepared for those who love you such good things as surpass our understanding: Pour into our hearts such love towards you, that we, loving you in all things and above all things, may obtain your promises, which exceed all that we can desire; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.


        St. Paul crosses the quadrangle on the U of L campus, with the University President, the chair of the Religion Department, a gaggle of science professors in lab coats, and a FOX News crew in tow. Curious about a Jew with a full beard, Roman robes and such an impressive escort crossing their campus, students begin to latch onto the parade as it cuts through the Ekstrom Library. The students crane their necks to see and yet wear wry smiles of indifference, just in case this whole thing turns out to be some kind of  joke. What a sight they all make, striding together through the high shelves of books, the collected knowledge of the ages surrounding them on all sides. Passing through a back door, they are out in the bright sunshine again. They cross the grassy lawn behind the Speed Museum before slipping into the art museum’s main hall. As in the Library, the group grows silent in the hallowed spaces of the museum, and you can hear the echo of Paul’s sandals slapping on the polished marble floors. The crowd is full of anticipation, wondering what a first-century Christian apologist could possibly say in 2014 that would be meaningful to this erudite group, many of whom certainly are not Christian. It is rather like bringing Bill Nye the Science Guy into the auditorium of the Creation Museum to explain the origins of the universe! But St. Paul seems unfazed. In this temple of ancient and modern art assembled for our edification, for understanding the human condition and spirit, the Apostle to the Gentiles begins to speak to Louisville’s intellectual elite.
          What would he have said, do you think? My feeling is that, if St. Paul really came to the Speed, his discourse would be very similar to what he said to the curious Athenian intellectuals in today’s reading from Acts. After all, aren’t our university libraries and art museums our “Areopagus,” the place where new ideas are born, discussed and tried? Aren’t our libraries and museums the places where books, paintings, and statues are reverently collected, like the statues of the gods lining the square in Athens, in an attempt to inspire us to deeper self-knowledge, to lead us into deeper truth about the world? Atheist Alain de Botton even wrote not long ago that museums should take the place of churches, propagandizing “on behalf of ideas like kindness, love, faith and sacrifice,” using “pretty things to change us.”[1]
          I imagine that St. Paul would have looked straight into the eyes of all of the curious “nones,” the “spiritual but not religious” who thirst for truth but do not find it in the churches, and he would have appealed to their longing for the Unknown God. As an agnostic eighth-grader, I read James Michener’s novel The Source, a thousand-page epic spanning the entire history of the Holy Land. Somewhere in that novel, I remember a passage about the “altar to the unknown God” of the Athenians. Forty years later, I still remember how my doubting heart lifted as I thought about the hopeful option of worshiping a God I didn’t know. I thought for the first time about a God bigger than anything I could imagine, a God bigger than the “old grandpa on a cloud” God at my church, a God bigger than the doctrines that seemed so silly to me. I could sense the Unknown God in the beautiful music that I loved. I could see this God in the wondrous art that I was discovering for the first time. I could sense this God outdoors in the pounding ocean waves or in the amazing intricacies of a sea-shell’s patterns. What I didn’t know as an eighth-grader was the origin of the Athenian altar to the unknown god. Some scholars believe that the altar to which Paul refers was one of many altars raised in an ancient attempt to propitiate the imagined anger of a god who might have gotten left out of the pantheon after a terrible plague was killing half of the population.[2] But I’m pretty sure that even that unknown God would have pleased my young mind. I didn’t like my doubts. I wanted to believe as fully as I thought that a good little girl should. The altar to the Unknown God that I raised in my heart was also perhaps an attempt to make peace with the love that my intellect just could not give to the God that I knew.
          Now of course, as a priest, I can see the other side. I can identify with pastor Lillian Daniel who wrote several years ago about her frustration with the “spiritual but not religious.” I too have worn my collar on one too many airplane flights where the person next to me wants to tell me that he doesn’t go to church but is definitely a spiritual person. Complains Daniel:
Such a person will always share this as if it is some kind of daring insight, unique to him, bold in its rebellion against the religious status quo. Next thing you know, he’s telling me that he finds God in the sunsets. These people always find God in the sunsets. And in walks on the beach. Sometimes I think these people never leave the beach or the mountains, what with all the communing with God they do on hilltops, hiking trails and … did I mention the beach at sunset yet? Like the people who go to church don’t see God in the sunset [too]![3]

Paul does not attack the spiritual but not religious, however. Paul speaks to them where they are. Paul starts with the Creator of all that is, the God who made this beautiful world and all that is in it. He quotes the poets that his spiritual listeners know and love and sings the praises of the God of the beach and of the sunsets. At the Speed, I think that Paul would have pointed to a beautiful work of art and talked about how its beauty or its truth points to the beauty and truth of God, poured out into creation, just as the artist pours herself into what she creates. Paul would have blessed the longings that arise in all of our hearts wherever we catch glimpses of the “More” that we so desperately desire, even when we can’t name it.
Paul, however, does not stop with what is called “natural theology.” He doesn’t stop with the God of beaches and sunsets and paintings. Paul slowly and gently pushes past what comes easy to the intellect. At the Speed, perhaps he leads the crowd through the galleries and over to one of those medieval wooden altar pieces. Perhaps he points to scenes that show a little baby with golden halo lying in a manger, a compassionate teacher healing the blind, and a tortured victim on a cross. The God who was unknown is now known, he tells us, pointing to these images of Jesus. In him, we see the face of God. We can’t just admire him in this museum, however. In Jesus, God is calling us to “a radical life-change. He has set a day when the entire human race will be judged and everything set right. And he has already appointed the judge, confirming him before everyone by raising him from the dead.”[4]
“Aww man! Really?!” mutters half of the audience in the Speed. “He had everybody in the palm of his hand. He was sounding so profound! Why did he have to go and ruin it with this wild resurrection and old judgment stuff?!” As in Athens, I imagine that most of Paul’s Louisville audience then wanders off, shaking their heads. Some mock. Others say politely, “This was interesting, but we will listen to you another time concerning this [resurrection] matter. Right now, we’re going to check out some more paintings.”
In eighth grade, I liked the Good News of the Unknown God precisely because it did not require anything of me. It didn’t require my introverted heart to love my neighbor; it didn’t challenge my reason with the strange cry that death can lead to eternal life; it didn’t make me spend my spare time volunteering in the community; it didn’t ask me to put up with and join the kids in Sunday School who made fun of me or the youth pastor who got on my nerves. The Good News of Jesus Christ, however, requires all of those things, and Paul is not afraid to proclaim that Gospel. The face of the God that we see in Jesus Christ is clear both in its particularity and in its call to restorative life in community with one another.
What I didn’t know in my eighth grade innocence is that the Unknown God is fun to ponder and to discuss in philosophy class, but the Incarnate God is the only one who knows the pain of the world enough to transform it. The generative power of God creates the art, the artist and his world, but only the broken power of Jesus crucified and raised can set the world aright. Without the terrible scandal of the Gospel, the truth of the museums and the sunsets cannot move us beyond individual enlightenment. Without the scandal of the Gospel, the Church, too, will become a museum. Jesus won’t let us sell ourselves short in building altars to an Unknown God. Jesus promises the community that he leaves behind:  "I will not leave you orphaned; I am coming to you. In a little while the world will no longer see me, but you will see me; because I live, you also will live.” Follow Paul out of these halls of human achievement. Leave the lifeless collection of things that you create in your search for me. And you will see me, the Incarnate God, in the streets and the homes where you serve in my Name. 


[1] Rachel K. Ward, “Altar to an Unknown God: In Response to Alain de Botton,” February 28, 2012. Found at http://theotherjournal.com/churchandpomo/2012/02/28/altar-to-an-unknown-god-in-response-to-alain-de-botton/
[2] William Barclay, The Acts of the Apostles (Louisville: Westminster/ John Knox Press, 2003), 154.
[3] Lillian Daniel, “Spiritual But Not Religious? Please Stop Boring Me,” September 13, 2011. Found at http://www.huffingtonpost.com/lillian-daniel/spiritual-but-not-religio_b_959216.html.
[4] Eugene Peterson, The Message, Acts 17:30-31.

Saturday, May 17, 2014

God's Stone Mansion: A Short Homily for Children and Families at Jazz on the Grass



Acts 7:55-60
Psalm 31:1-5, 15-16
1 Peter 2:2-10
John 14:1-14



Almighty God, whom truly to know is everlasting life: Grant us so perfectly to know your Son Jesus Christ to be the way, the truth, and the life, that we may steadfastly follow his steps in the way that leads to eternal life; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.



Children, I have a job for you to do today. Every time you hear the word “stone” in our readings, I would like for you to pick up two stones from this pile and collect them on the ground in front of you. Then during the sermon, I want for you to use all of the stones to build a wonderful mansion, a lovely house, right on this brick here. The brick is your cornerstone. It will hold your building together. Remember, use all the stones to build one mansion. No fair each building your own little thing. I need for all of you to work together to build ONE. OK?
(Then to the adults):
My father, a NASA scientist, believed that the “many mansions” that Jesus prepares for us, are distant worlds filled with extra-terrestrial life. Most of us might think ourselves adventurous in populating Jesus’ heavenly rooms with people of different cultures or even different religions, but my father imagined the heavens to be full of even more exotic life-forms, extending out into space. The men and women in his Sunday School classes, back in the exciting days of the Apollo program, used to eat up his visions of worlds far from our island home, the earth, and there was standing room only in his lectures at our Presbyterian church in Houston. But for me, I was somewhat frightened of the cosmic scale of the divine mansions that he built in my imagination. They were too distant, too tentative, too cold, and too dark. I ran into a quote from Pascal and tacked it up on the little bulletin board next to my desk: “The eternal silence of the infinite spaces frightens me.” I was looking for homier, cozier rooms in the house of my God.
Reading today’s Gospel closely, I think that Jesus would have agreed with me. John tells us that it is the person of Jesus himself, not just a heaven far off in time or space, that is God’s residence. God dwells in Jesus of Nazareth: Jesus is “in the Father” and the Father is in him. Jesus is the face of God on earth. “Whoever has seen me has seen the Father,” Jesus explains to the disciple Philip. The reason that the disciples should know the way to God’s place is that they have already been there—indeed, they are there—as they interact with Jesus himself, as they watch him welcome sinners and eat with them, as they watch him heal what is broken, as they watch him calm the storm and give sight to the blind. Moreover, for John, physical location is a symbol of relationship. Poor Thomas is looking for GPS directions to a physical place where he can find Jesus, but Jesus is speaking metaphorically. He is trying to describe in poetic language an interlocking net of relationship between him and God and humankind. The “rooms” or “dwelling places” in God’s mansion are “resting places”--“abiding places” where we can be in relationship with God, as closely as Jesus is in relationship with Him.[1]
I recently read about Huguette Clark, an heiress with “many mansions.” She grew up in the largest house in New York City, a dwelling with 121 rooms for a family of four.[2] She owned several mansions all over the country, yet she did not live in any of them. She became a recluse, and when she died at age 104, she had lived for twenty years in a hospital room, although she was not ill. There is a picture book that has just been published, filled with photos of lavish but empty, untouched rooms and portraits of a lonely, wistful-looking girl. The book is called: “Empty Mansions.”[3] Clark’s lifeless mansions are the opposite of God’s mansions that Jesus is describing in our Gospel. Clark’s life is a story of failed relationships and intolerably empty spaces. The life that Jesus is offering us in our Gospel lesson is a life of deep relationships, purpose, and fullness. Jesus’ promise is that, as we follow Him in reaching out in love to every human being, in healing, in welcoming, in prayer, in doing the will of the Father …. then we will no longer roam rootless through the earth, hungry for home. We will no longer roam rootless through the cold, vast expanse of interstellar space, either, for that matter. Instead, we will become the stones brought together as God’s mansion, secured by Christ, our Cornerstone, and as tightly in relationship with one another as the stones in the mansion that our children have built for us today.
Children, what will happen if you take away the big brick, the cornerstone, from underneath your mansion? (It will fall.) What will happen if you take out any of the stones from inside the walls? (It will fall.) We are the stones. Christ is the cornerstone. All are indispensable and intertwined. Abide in one another. Become the living place that Jesus prepares for the life of the world.


[1] See the New Interpreter’s Bible, Volume IX, “Luke-John,” 740-41.
[2] http://www.amazon.com/dp/0345534522/
                [3] http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/05/15/huguette-clark_n_5322909.html?cps=gravity

Friday, May 2, 2014

A Sermon for Derby Sunday: How to Recognize Christ when You're Afraid that you Might Have Backed the Wrong Horse





Acts 2:14a,36-41
1 Peter 1:17-23
Luke 24:13-35
Psalm 116:1-3, 10-17


O God, whose blessed Son made himself known to his disciples in the breaking of bread: Open the eyes of our faith, that we may behold him in all his redeeming work; who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.



As I was reading commentaries in preparation for today’s sermon, I came across a metaphor that I just couldn’t pass up on Derby Weekend. N.T. Wright was describing the dispirited disciples trudging along the road to Emmaus and wrote: “When Jesus was crucified, every single disciple knew what it meant: we backed the wrong horse.”[1]
Did any of you back the wrong horse this weekend? Mine came in last! Did you feel the tingling bubble of hope begin to rise inside you as you placed your bet or drew out that name from the basket at the office Derby pool? Do you remember the excitement yesterday as the horses lined up at the gate, and there was a chance that this year, finally, you would be a winner? “Go, Vicar's in Trouble!” “Come on, Wildcat Red!” you shouted with anticipation. And then, did you feel your heart dive down into your feet as you watched another horse take the lead as they came around the bend? Ah yes, there is such an overwhelming feeling of foolishness when hope bursts, and you realize that you have wasted your hard-earned money on a dream with dauntingly puny odds for success.
          For Cleopas and his companion, wandering away from Jerusalem three days after the crucifixion, even the missing body and the testimony of the women is not enough to convince them of resurrection. With downcast faces, they recount to the stranger on the road their disappointment over the death of the one who was finally going to redeem Israel and fulfill their hopes in the promises of God.
If we want to be honest with ourselves, I imagine that this feeling of post-race regret is as much a part of our own spiritual lives as it was a part of the heartache of the disciples after the crucifixion: When I courageously stake my very life on the existence of a loving God, despite all the signs around me to the contrary, when I place my hope in God’s promises in Christ Jesus, could it be that I am backing the wrong horse? When I testify to resurrection, to new life, in a world in which people are clinging stubbornly to the old ways, could it be that I am backing the wrong horse? And what about when my atheist friend bests me every time in that argument about the existence of God?  Or when I walk faithfully in God’s ways and yet still watch my life fill with pain and suffering? What about when my friends get to stay in bed on Sunday morning and lounge at brunch with a fancy drink, yet I get up early, prod the grouchy kids out of bed, sit on hard church pews, and then spend the afternoon pulling weeds in the St. Thomas flower beds, am I perhaps backing the wrong horse?
          Emmaus is where we head when we’re convinced that our horse has lost the race. As Frederick Buechner says, Emmaus is whatever place we go when life gets too much for us, when we feel like saying, “Let the whole [darn] thing hang. It makes no difference anyway.”[2] So when I am on the way to Emmaus, how do I recognize God in the disappointing and seemingly godless world around me?
          According to the ancient philosopher Aristotle, recognition is a change from ignorance to knowledge that can be based on visible signs, on memory, or on reasoning. The best path to recognition, though, he says, arises from actions.[3] In the Emmaus story, the disciples finally recognize Jesus after four simple actions: they know who he is when they see him at table taking bread, giving thanks, breaking bread, and giving it to them. They watch his real and concrete actions and remember that this is exactly what he did when he fed the 5000 and when he offered them his body and blood at the Last Supper before his death. When he feeds them in the familiar way, they can suddenly acknowledge that their hearts actually did recognize him way back on the road, as he talked with them and opened the Scriptures to them.
Of course, we too can see Jesus in the breaking of the Eucharistic bread. Luke shares this story with us precisely so that we Christians will experience the Risen Christ in our common meal together. At every Eucharist, I stand in for Christ at the Table as I take, bless, break, and give his Body anew, so that our eyes may be open to his presence in our worship. But the importance of actions in recognizing God goes beyond the four-fold actions involved at the Altar. I recently read a poem that a friend wrote about the actions involved in the practice of “accompaniment,” in walking alongside others out in the world, just as Christ walked alongside the disciples on the way to Emmaus. My friend writes using verbs that make Christ present in our Christian mission in the world. With our brothers and sisters, we “trudge together up mountainsides to preach peace and shout salvation … we stampede for justice … we stand with others in the need of prayer… we traverse thresholds by dance or limp.”[4] The Risen Christ appears to us in verbs, in the actions of our feet and hands, reminding us of what Jesus taught us and helping us to recognize him walking with us in the world. In the same way, another friend shared with me just this week that when he is feeling God’s absence in his life, he goes downtown to the public library. He tells everyone that he’s going to look for a book, but he really goes for practice in feeling comfortable around the homeless men and women who congregate in the library for shelter. And as he watches the librarians’ gentle words and simple deeds unfold toward those who seem indeed to have “lost the race,” he feels the presence of the Holy Spirit fill his heart, and God is no longer far away. Recognition requires actions, before memory or reason can kick in.
Although no one knows exactly where the historical village of Emmaus lies, the Medieval Crusaders thought that it was in the Arab town of Abu Ghosh, some nine miles from Jerusalem. They built a church there to commemorate the site—a church filled with marvelous frescos of Jesus and the disciples, awash in the deep blue hues of Easter sky. At one point in the troubled history of the region, the Crusader church became a mosque. Since all images of God are forbidden in Islam, the face of each of the figures in the frescoes was removed by the Muslim conquerors. I have been to the Crusader Church at Abu Ghosh, and I have seen the faceless figures. They have quite an ethereal quality now: blank faces that look as if a giant eraser rubbed over them in the night, expressionless for eternity. They haunt the ancient walls of the church, a faceless Christ and his anonymous followers, not any more recognizable to us than the risen Jesus was to his friends. We know them only by what they are doing: breaking bread together, walking together, healing, praying …In this Emmaus, it is not just Christ who is recognized by what he does, but it is his followers, as well.
Next time you are feeling as if you might have backed the wrong horse, gather in Christian community where you can see God taking, blessing, breaking and giving, week after week without exception. Before you know it, you will be one of the faceless saints holding hands around the Table—taken, blessed, broken, and given for the life of the world. Before you know it, you will recognize the face of the Risen One standing beside you, and you will say, “Oh, of course, I met him in Scripture and in the words of his teaching, back there on the road.” 



[1] N.T. Wright, Surprised by Hope (New York: HarperOne, 2008), 40.
[2] Frederick Buechner, The Magnificent Defeat, quoted in the New Interpreters’ Bible, Luke-John,482.
[3] Ibid., 479.
[4] Don Richter, Mission Trips that Matter (Nashville, TN: Upper Room Books, 2008).