"Do not be afraid; I am the first and the last, and the living one. I was dead, and see, I am alive forever and ever; and I have the keys of Death and of Hades. Now write what you have seen, what is, and what is to take place after this." Rev. 1:17-19.

Saturday, May 24, 2014

St. Paul at the Speed



        

Acts 17:22-31
Psalm 66:7-18
1 Peter 3:13-22
John 14:15-21



O God, you have prepared for those who love you such good things as surpass our understanding: Pour into our hearts such love towards you, that we, loving you in all things and above all things, may obtain your promises, which exceed all that we can desire; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.


        St. Paul crosses the quadrangle on the U of L campus, with the University President, the chair of the Religion Department, a gaggle of science professors in lab coats, and a FOX News crew in tow. Curious about a Jew with a full beard, Roman robes and such an impressive escort crossing their campus, students begin to latch onto the parade as it cuts through the Ekstrom Library. The students crane their necks to see and yet wear wry smiles of indifference, just in case this whole thing turns out to be some kind of  joke. What a sight they all make, striding together through the high shelves of books, the collected knowledge of the ages surrounding them on all sides. Passing through a back door, they are out in the bright sunshine again. They cross the grassy lawn behind the Speed Museum before slipping into the art museum’s main hall. As in the Library, the group grows silent in the hallowed spaces of the museum, and you can hear the echo of Paul’s sandals slapping on the polished marble floors. The crowd is full of anticipation, wondering what a first-century Christian apologist could possibly say in 2014 that would be meaningful to this erudite group, many of whom certainly are not Christian. It is rather like bringing Bill Nye the Science Guy into the auditorium of the Creation Museum to explain the origins of the universe! But St. Paul seems unfazed. In this temple of ancient and modern art assembled for our edification, for understanding the human condition and spirit, the Apostle to the Gentiles begins to speak to Louisville’s intellectual elite.
          What would he have said, do you think? My feeling is that, if St. Paul really came to the Speed, his discourse would be very similar to what he said to the curious Athenian intellectuals in today’s reading from Acts. After all, aren’t our university libraries and art museums our “Areopagus,” the place where new ideas are born, discussed and tried? Aren’t our libraries and museums the places where books, paintings, and statues are reverently collected, like the statues of the gods lining the square in Athens, in an attempt to inspire us to deeper self-knowledge, to lead us into deeper truth about the world? Atheist Alain de Botton even wrote not long ago that museums should take the place of churches, propagandizing “on behalf of ideas like kindness, love, faith and sacrifice,” using “pretty things to change us.”[1]
          I imagine that St. Paul would have looked straight into the eyes of all of the curious “nones,” the “spiritual but not religious” who thirst for truth but do not find it in the churches, and he would have appealed to their longing for the Unknown God. As an agnostic eighth-grader, I read James Michener’s novel The Source, a thousand-page epic spanning the entire history of the Holy Land. Somewhere in that novel, I remember a passage about the “altar to the unknown God” of the Athenians. Forty years later, I still remember how my doubting heart lifted as I thought about the hopeful option of worshiping a God I didn’t know. I thought for the first time about a God bigger than anything I could imagine, a God bigger than the “old grandpa on a cloud” God at my church, a God bigger than the doctrines that seemed so silly to me. I could sense the Unknown God in the beautiful music that I loved. I could see this God in the wondrous art that I was discovering for the first time. I could sense this God outdoors in the pounding ocean waves or in the amazing intricacies of a sea-shell’s patterns. What I didn’t know as an eighth-grader was the origin of the Athenian altar to the unknown god. Some scholars believe that the altar to which Paul refers was one of many altars raised in an ancient attempt to propitiate the imagined anger of a god who might have gotten left out of the pantheon after a terrible plague was killing half of the population.[2] But I’m pretty sure that even that unknown God would have pleased my young mind. I didn’t like my doubts. I wanted to believe as fully as I thought that a good little girl should. The altar to the Unknown God that I raised in my heart was also perhaps an attempt to make peace with the love that my intellect just could not give to the God that I knew.
          Now of course, as a priest, I can see the other side. I can identify with pastor Lillian Daniel who wrote several years ago about her frustration with the “spiritual but not religious.” I too have worn my collar on one too many airplane flights where the person next to me wants to tell me that he doesn’t go to church but is definitely a spiritual person. Complains Daniel:
Such a person will always share this as if it is some kind of daring insight, unique to him, bold in its rebellion against the religious status quo. Next thing you know, he’s telling me that he finds God in the sunsets. These people always find God in the sunsets. And in walks on the beach. Sometimes I think these people never leave the beach or the mountains, what with all the communing with God they do on hilltops, hiking trails and … did I mention the beach at sunset yet? Like the people who go to church don’t see God in the sunset [too]![3]

Paul does not attack the spiritual but not religious, however. Paul speaks to them where they are. Paul starts with the Creator of all that is, the God who made this beautiful world and all that is in it. He quotes the poets that his spiritual listeners know and love and sings the praises of the God of the beach and of the sunsets. At the Speed, I think that Paul would have pointed to a beautiful work of art and talked about how its beauty or its truth points to the beauty and truth of God, poured out into creation, just as the artist pours herself into what she creates. Paul would have blessed the longings that arise in all of our hearts wherever we catch glimpses of the “More” that we so desperately desire, even when we can’t name it.
Paul, however, does not stop with what is called “natural theology.” He doesn’t stop with the God of beaches and sunsets and paintings. Paul slowly and gently pushes past what comes easy to the intellect. At the Speed, perhaps he leads the crowd through the galleries and over to one of those medieval wooden altar pieces. Perhaps he points to scenes that show a little baby with golden halo lying in a manger, a compassionate teacher healing the blind, and a tortured victim on a cross. The God who was unknown is now known, he tells us, pointing to these images of Jesus. In him, we see the face of God. We can’t just admire him in this museum, however. In Jesus, God is calling us to “a radical life-change. He has set a day when the entire human race will be judged and everything set right. And he has already appointed the judge, confirming him before everyone by raising him from the dead.”[4]
“Aww man! Really?!” mutters half of the audience in the Speed. “He had everybody in the palm of his hand. He was sounding so profound! Why did he have to go and ruin it with this wild resurrection and old judgment stuff?!” As in Athens, I imagine that most of Paul’s Louisville audience then wanders off, shaking their heads. Some mock. Others say politely, “This was interesting, but we will listen to you another time concerning this [resurrection] matter. Right now, we’re going to check out some more paintings.”
In eighth grade, I liked the Good News of the Unknown God precisely because it did not require anything of me. It didn’t require my introverted heart to love my neighbor; it didn’t challenge my reason with the strange cry that death can lead to eternal life; it didn’t make me spend my spare time volunteering in the community; it didn’t ask me to put up with and join the kids in Sunday School who made fun of me or the youth pastor who got on my nerves. The Good News of Jesus Christ, however, requires all of those things, and Paul is not afraid to proclaim that Gospel. The face of the God that we see in Jesus Christ is clear both in its particularity and in its call to restorative life in community with one another.
What I didn’t know in my eighth grade innocence is that the Unknown God is fun to ponder and to discuss in philosophy class, but the Incarnate God is the only one who knows the pain of the world enough to transform it. The generative power of God creates the art, the artist and his world, but only the broken power of Jesus crucified and raised can set the world aright. Without the terrible scandal of the Gospel, the truth of the museums and the sunsets cannot move us beyond individual enlightenment. Without the scandal of the Gospel, the Church, too, will become a museum. Jesus won’t let us sell ourselves short in building altars to an Unknown God. Jesus promises the community that he leaves behind:  "I will not leave you orphaned; I am coming to you. In a little while the world will no longer see me, but you will see me; because I live, you also will live.” Follow Paul out of these halls of human achievement. Leave the lifeless collection of things that you create in your search for me. And you will see me, the Incarnate God, in the streets and the homes where you serve in my Name. 


[1] Rachel K. Ward, “Altar to an Unknown God: In Response to Alain de Botton,” February 28, 2012. Found at http://theotherjournal.com/churchandpomo/2012/02/28/altar-to-an-unknown-god-in-response-to-alain-de-botton/
[2] William Barclay, The Acts of the Apostles (Louisville: Westminster/ John Knox Press, 2003), 154.
[3] Lillian Daniel, “Spiritual But Not Religious? Please Stop Boring Me,” September 13, 2011. Found at http://www.huffingtonpost.com/lillian-daniel/spiritual-but-not-religio_b_959216.html.
[4] Eugene Peterson, The Message, Acts 17:30-31.

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