"Do not be afraid; I am the first and the last, and the living one. I was dead, and see, I am alive forever and ever; and I have the keys of Death and of Hades. Now write what you have seen, what is, and what is to take place after this." Rev. 1:17-19.

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Here is Your God: Living in the Middle of the Story



Isaiah 40:1-11
Psalm 85:1-2, 8-13
2 Peter 3:8-15a
Mark 1:1-8

Merciful God, who sent your messengers the prophets to preach repentance and prepare the way for our salvation: Give us grace to heed their warnings and forsake our sins, that we may greet with joy the coming of Jesus Christ our Redeemer; who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.



        In Advent, we are supposed to be waiting. But for what?  For the sweet baby Jesus in the manger? For the fiery Last Judgment? For Santa Claus and the presents under the tree? For the Christmases enshrined in childhood memory to come to life again? For some combination of all of these?
          I went to Michael’s hobby store right after church last Sunday to grab a new wreath for my front door. Amidst pawed-through piles of plastic greens and overflowing tangles of glittering ribbon, I heard a voice crying in the wilderness. The voice did not say, “Prepare the way of the Lord,” however. On this last day of November, it said, “I am SO SICK of Christmas.” A mom, weary to the bone, was wandering the aisles with two children who looked to be about four and seven. The seven-year-old must have been asking to buy things, because when she heard her mom’s words, she put down the trinket that she was holding, and you could see the joy flee her face. Her tiny shoulders drooped; she looked at the floor; and she grew silent with shame. “Just so sick of it ALL,” muttered the mom, utterly defeated. Trying to save the situation, the four-year-old piped up with forced cheer, “I’m so sick of Christmas, too, Mommy. Come on, let’s go home.” And the family trudged out of the store.
“Comfort, O comfort my people.”
It is surely not the secular, commercial Christmas that we are eagerly awaiting.
Later this week, I turned on the TV. Injustice poured off of the screen and into my living room, casting shadows over my little creche. I saw a young boy getting shot; a father being strangled. I saw guns and violence; fear, crime, and racism covering us in darkness on all sides. I also saw crowds marching, and I heard strong prophetic voices crying in the wilderness of injustice. However, they were not saying, “Prepare the way of the Lord.” They were saying, “We can’t breathe! We can’t breathe!”
“Comfort, O comfort my people.”
Something is being born this Advent, but I’m not sure that it is the sweet infant in the hay or the cozy Christmas family dinner that they are awaiting on the streets.
Is it, then, the Day of Judgment that we are waiting for? The day of God’s justice? The triumphant return of Christ, when all will be set aright? A new heaven and a new earth, where right relationship is finally at home? Isn’t that what we are all longing for?  Like Robin pointed out last week, though, we modern “progressive” Christians tend to assume that all of the excitement about Jesus’ Second Coming was over a long time ago. Indeed, already by the second century after Jesus’ birth, when 2 Peter was written, Christians were starting to wonder what was taking so long. Now it has been over 20 centuries. We wonder if we misunderstood the Lord’s promise. Today, we certainly don’t know what to do with all of this language about a fiery end to our world. We don’t like to hear the threats. We roll our eyes over the grand metaphors. We are tired of waiting. Our faith tells us that transformation has to happen, so we tell ourselves that it is up to us to bring about justice. It is up to us to be “Christ’s hands and feet in the world,” after all, and to live lives, as Peter says, “of holiness and godliness.” Aren’t we now the ones who are supposed to start digging out those highways in the desert, moving mountains to get our world right with God? And yet … How can we, lost and adrift in the commercialism of Christmas, find our way out of the desert? How can we, so oppressed by sin that we are unable even to breathe, bring about God’s Kingdom on earth?
Scholars believe that the first line of Mark’s Gospel, “The beginning of the Good News of Jesus Christ, Son of God,” is really the title of the entire Gospel of Mark.[1] (Ancient scribes didn’t have room for fancy spacing and punctuation in their manuscripts.) According to Mark, the beginning of Jesus’ story is his life and death on earth, followed by the announcement of resurrection to the fearful women at the empty tomb. Everything we read about in Mark’s Gospel is just the beginning! The middle of Jesus’ story of Good News is all of our reactions to his life, after we hear the beginning. The middle of the story is how Christian lives are lived in the light of resurrection. The middle involves our attempts at righteousness, our attempts at repentance, our attempts at courage, our attempts at justice. But that’s just the middle. All stories have an end, too. The end of the story of the Good News doesn’t depend on our best attempts or worst failures. The end of the story is the new heaven and the new earth: the salvation, healing, and forgiveness that are God’s doing.
We are gathering on the Wednesday nights of Advent at St. Thomas to tell our own faith stories. We tell about our childhood and our beginnings in our families of origin. Like Mark starting with John the Baptist, we might even tell how our families’ stories before our births influenced our childhood. Then we tell the middle of our stories: we talk about the lives that we try to live and the highs and lows that unfold in our relationships with God. But we are not yet at the end of our individual stories. Our lives are not over. Even as we age and grow close to death, we know that our lives with God after death have yet to unfold. The stories that we tell on Wednesday night are of necessity unfinished stories. The story of the Good News in Jesus Christ, though, has an end. You can dress that end in the language of the Day of the Lord. You can drape it in the images of Christ’s Second Coming. You can paint it in the colors of a New Creation. But because Christ rose from the dead, it remains an ending in which goodness triumphs, an ending in which Evil does not have the last word. It is an ending that gives hope to the middle.
Hold that hope tenderly! Hear the words of comfort that God offers us as we plug away at transformation. Remember that it is God who comes down to us at Christmas. It is God who clears off the path and levels the hills, over and over and over again. This Advent, when the days of waiting seem dark and long, I long for us at St. Thomas to acknowledge, with our lives and with our voices, the comfort and hope of the story’s End.
“Comfort, O comfort my people … Lift up your voice with strength, O Jerusalem, herald of good tidings, lift it up, do not fear. Say to the cities … ‘Here is your God!’
Here is your God, flattening those shopping malls to the ground and planting a garden in the wilderness. A garden where plastic garlands become grapevines and tinsel turns into life-giving rain. A garden where everyone has enough to eat and children and adults alike mirror the joy of God in creation.
Here is your God, wiping out injustice. Burning with fire the drugs and the poverty and the hatred. Bringing down the powers the corrupt our souls and our world.  Bringing young black boys and law enforcement officers together in an embrace of trust and friendship.  Binding us together as we are in God’s sight.
Here is your God. It’s not just a dream. It is the end of the story—an end at which we can even take a peek. I’ve seen glimpses at the Eucharistic Table. I’ve seen glimpses in the garden at Eastern Area Community Ministries. I’ve even seen glimpses on the news media. Police and protesters embracing—seriously, Rev. Anne? Yes, take a look at twelve-year-old Devonte Hart, a young black man facing a line of armed officers in Oregon. He is shaking with fear and holding a sign that says, “Free Hugs,” as tears drip down his face. Officer Darren Wilson, who is white, comes over and talks with him, wrapping him in a bear hug. Somebody takes a photo.[2]
“Lift up your voice with strength, O Jerusalem, herald of good tidings, lift it up, do not fear. Say to the cities … ‘Here is your God!’”


[1] David Lose, “Active Waiting: Advent 2B” found at http://www.davidlose.net/2014/advent-2-b/
[2] http://www.cnn.com/2014/11/29/living/ferguson-protest-hug/

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