"Do not be afraid; I am the first and the last, and the living one. I was dead, and see, I am alive forever and ever; and I have the keys of Death and of Hades. Now write what you have seen, what is, and what is to take place after this." Rev. 1:17-19.

Sunday, April 17, 2016

Our Father's Hands, Take 2





 Easter 4, Year C


O God, whose Son Jesus is the good shepherd of your people: Grant that when we hear his voice we may know him who calls us each by name, and follow where he leads; who, with you and the Holy Spirit, lives and reigns, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

(I preached a version of this sermon on Good Shepherd Sunday last year. The continuing refugee crisis moved me to keep at it again this year for my new parish.)



When I was a little girl, my parents bought me a gerbil—a boy gerbil, supposedly, whom I named Barnabas, after the Vampire hero of my favorite Dark Shadows TV show. Imagine my 7-year-old shock when I woke up one morning and peered into the cage, only to find my dear Barnabas as cold and stiff as a board, and a litter of hairless pink gerbil babies huddled in a corner under the shavings. While I cried and poked Barnabas’ lifeless body, my mother ranted about the pet store’s gender deception. But my father—he took it upon himself to save the orphaned babies. Leaping into action, he brought an eye-dropper back from the NASA chemistry lab. He set his alarm clock to go off every four hours, even at night, so that he could carefully squeeze drops of milk into the tiny round mouths. And you know what? These gerbils survived! They did grow up rather misshapen, suffering malformed bones from the cow’s milk, probably. But they pretty much lived happy little gerbil lives ever after.
          Psalm 23 makes me wonder what those orphaned gerbils thought about my father’s caring, pursuing hands—big hands that were always there; strange, incomprehensible hands that grabbed them suddenly and yet fed them tenderly. I bet my gerbils would have written the psalm like this:
“The big hands belong to my master. They take care of my every need. When I’m hungry, they bring a tunnel of warm, sweet milk to my lips, milk that dribbles down over my chin, more milk than my throat can hold. When I’m cold and shivering in a corner of my glass cage, the hands caress my back, urging and guiding me back to the huddle of my brothers and sisters. The hands bring back my life to me. I know that they will be there when I’m hungry. I know that they will warm me when I’m cold. Even in the dark of night, the hands are there. O hands of my master, you rub soothing salve onto the itchy wounds that my nipping brothers inflict on my back. When my stronger sisters push me away from the water bottle, you scatter them with a flick of your fingers until I’ve had my turn. When it’s time to eat, you pursue me around and around in the cage, never giving up until you cradle me in your warm palms. May you always pursue me like this, all the days of my life. May I always dwell within reach of the hands of my master.”
Psalm 23 is all about the connection, the intimacy, of loving care. It’s about a caregiver who is in control, yet utterly merciful. We read it at sick beds and at funerals because the psalm’s descriptions of rest and nourishment, its reassurance of protection in moments of hardship and despair, are a universal balm for which we all long. Recently, my 4th grade Biblical Narratives students at Louisville Classical Academy were studying the Hebrew prophets and the psalms. Some of these children don’t attend a church. They’ve never heard most of the bible stories before and are unfamiliar with the images that seem old hat to us. Not one of them, even the Christian ones, claimed to have heard Psalm 23 before. And yet, when I asked them to draw their favorite image from a varied sampling of Hebrew poetry, every single child drew about God as a shepherd. These are 21st century American city children. They know about sheep only from Huber’s petting zoo, and they certainly have never met a shepherd before. And yet, like us today, they are drawn to an image of God as loving caregiver: God as One who faithfully guides and nourishes us, with hands that Jesus promises us in our Gospel today will never let go. “No one will snatch [my sheep] from my hand,” Jesus boldly declares.
          In John’s Gospel, when Jesus refers to himself as the “Good Shepherd,” he is purposefully calling on the imagery of Psalm 23, imagery that he knows from singing this psalm himself in worship. A better translation of the Greek, however, is, “I am the Model Shepherd.” Here, Jesus describes himself as the sound and right model of shepherding care: one that he intends for us to imitate. Here, the language of individual comfort found in Psalm 23, expands. Not only am I the precious, comforted creature, alone in the merciful hands of God. I am also a creature in community, a community of beloved creatures, a community larger than I can imagine. With Jesus as our model, we have a responsibility toward our fellow creatures. Following our model shepherd, we must be willing to give selflessly to those entrusted to our care, even at the risk of our own lives. We are to connect with them intimately, knowing them by name, caring for them individually.
          How interesting it is that Luke includes the detailed story of Dorcas in his account of the early Church, the story that we heard today in our first reading. We are given this woman’s name in both Greek and Hebrew, as if Luke wants to be sure that we take note of it. We learn in detail about her death and the immediate attention that Peter gives to her. But why? Dorcas’ deeds of charity are small and simple. Her death is an ordinary one. Why do we remember over 2000 years later that she, of all people, was raised to new life? Precisely because she provided the thorough shepherding care that Jesus models for us. Indeed, Dorcas is the only woman in the whole New Testament who is called a “female disciple” of Jesus.[1] In the simple acts of clothing, soothing, feeding, and loving the poor widows in her community, she is, herself, a good shepherd. Her hands reach out humbly to those in need. And at her death, Peter reaches out his hand to her, “and raises her.”
I saw a video of Pope Francis raising up a sobbing girl at the Syrian refugee camp in Lesbos, Greece, just this weekend.[2] She is crouched at his feet, pleading and crying, as if she knows that he is her last hope. Pope Francis, like his forefather Peter, takes her by the hand, and lifts her up. A nameless child. A child without a home. A child rejected by the rest of the world. A child caught in a living death. It made me think. I could picture the vast throng of refugees, pursued relentlessly by war, pursued by hunger, pursued by poverty, and chased by oppression, all flowing shoulder to shoulder like a huge flock of sheep across continents. I thought of the unscrupulous wolves in shepherds’ clothing who profit from their distress. I thought of the “valley of the shadow of death,” in which thousands of people find themselves, corralled into the holds of rickety ships and into the barren wastelands of refugee camps.
On the one hand, I pray that they can feel the hands of their God cupping them in that darkness. I find comfort in Psalm 23, for myself, for these refugees, and for all who suffer. But on the other hand, I clearly hear the challenge of our “model shepherd,” prodding me, pursuing me, to love the stranger, to care for the refugee. As Jesus raises us, the unnamed, ordinary Episcopalians of Louisville, Kentucky, to new life this Easter, he asks us to follow him as loving, caring shepherds to all of those sheep who need his care. If my father’s hands could doggedly care for a passel of orphaned rodents, trusting that they have lives worth saving, shouldn’t I have the same determination to reach out my hands in love to God’s displaced children?

Pope Francis blesses in the Lesbos migrant camp, 16 April



[1] Luke Timothy Johnson, The Acts of the Apostles (Sacra Pagina), (Collegeville, MN: Liturgical Press, 1992), 177.
[2] http://www.bbc.com/news/world-europe-36060360

Saturday, March 12, 2016

The Children Were Right




 Lent 5, Year C



Almighty God, you alone can bring into order the unruly wills and affections of sinners: Grant your people grace to love what you command and desire what you promise; that, among the swift and varied changes of the world, our hearts may surely there be fixed where true joys are to be found; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.


          Last week, the children read today’s Gospel story in Sunday School. As I moved back and forth between the classrooms, I heard a loud chorus of disgust about the smells evoked in this lesson.
          In one room, the 1st-3rd graders were choking over the homemade lavender-scented oil that Nissa had brought to illustrate the lesson. “Euwww! Yuck! It smells awful!” they howled, writhing in agony on the floor and covering their noses. (Remember?!)
          Down the hall, the 4th-6th graders were waxing indignant over Mary’s wild actions in the story. “Euww, she touched his stinky feet with her hair! How could she do that? Feet are nasty! I wouldn’t even touch my sister’s stinky feet. Ugh-and she’s going to have that smelly perfume stuck to her hair all day, too!”
          The children were right. Today’s Gospel blasts us with troubling smells. First, there’s Lazarus. Remember, he’s Jesus friend, freshly raised from four days of being dead in a tomb. The children forgot about him, but he probably stinks, too. Maybe like a mix between rotting skin and pond water. With some dirty clothes aroma thrown in. Can you imagine sitting at the dinner table with him beside you? Eating your food with fresh tomb-smells swirling around your nose? And now, can you imagine the powerful wave of perfume that fills the room when Mary pours her precious oil all over Jesus’ feet? Sweet, spicy, sticky, heavy scent—the smell of mourning, the smell of good-bye tears, reminding you of the pain of your grandma’s funeral? You’re just supposed to rub on a bit of it, Mary, not pour out the whole bottle. Whew, it’s overpowering!
          That’s the thing about smells, though. They easily overwhelm us. They take us where we would never think of going on our own. All it takes is a whiff of the ocean, and I’m a child again on Galveston beach. A whiff of a fresh mountain pine, and I’m a scraggly camper in the North Carolina woods. Some “Old Spice” soap, and my long-dead father is holding my hand. And then there’s my favorite story of driving through the industrial Ruhr Valley in Germany as a young adult living abroad: As the powerful oil refinery smell seeped through the car window, my friends coughed and spluttered. But I was filled with homesickness, rather than repulsion. That smell instantly brought me home, home to stinky, polluted Houston, and my eyes filled with longing tears.
          The power of smells is mysterious and beyond our control. It breaks down barriers of time and place … rather like the power of the Holy Spirit does. We’re just minding our business, and suddenly God comes down and moves us to speak up or to take some action that we never would have done on our own. We’re just handing out mouthfuls of bread and sips of wine, and suddenly time and place collapse, and we’re holding pieces of Christ in our hands. We’re absorbed in living ordinary lives, safe behind carefully constructed walls, and suddenly God is in there, too, turning reality upside down, and we’re never the same again. God seeps into our present reality, and before we know it, we’re transported and transformed.
Mary, in today’s reading, is acting like a prophet. She is filled with the Holy Spirit. Prophets do the unexpected to get our attention. They break down the barriers so that God can get in. Think of the prophet Isaiah walking around town naked to call attention to an approaching enemy attack. Or Jeremiah lying on his side for months on a downtown sidewalk to make his point. Or Jesus turning over the money changers’ tables in the Temple. Mary the Prophet takes precious, valuable oil and dumps the whole thing out on Jesus’ living feet.
In real-world terms, she is being purposefully wasteful.
In the real world, powerful men were supposed to put oil on the heads of other powerful men in order to anoint them king.
In the real world, the only time that women were supposed to use that oil was to embalm a corpse, and Jesus is still alive.
In the real world, women in her day only loosed their hair in the privacy of their bedrooms—not in a room full of men who were not their husbands.
 Mary’s prophetic act is completely crazy. But it works. The real world breaks down. Only Judas is left counting his pennies. Everyone else is swept away as powerfully as we are moved by our sense of smell. All of a sudden, the disciples find themselves in a new world. It is a world filled with the terrible presence of Jesus’ approaching death. It is filled too with the unfathomable power of a love so extravagant that the smell of it knocks your socks off. And it is filled with a preview of the loving humility that Jesus will soon teach them when he himself bends down to wash their own stinky feet at the Last Supper. “Love one another as I have loved you,” he commands us.
I just heard a story this week on NPR about the power of a similar modern day prophetic sign. Mr. Rogers, of the famed TV show, “Mr. Roger’s Neighborhood,” was a quiet, unassuming man. How many of you have watched that show? He was an ordained Presbyterian minister, but he spent his days focused on very young children, quietly showing them God’s love and care. In the late 1960’s, in the midst of terrible racial strife in our country, he met a young black man named Francois Clemmons. He asked Clemmons if he would come work on his show, playing a kind neighborhood policeman. Clemmons, who knew real-life police only as club-swinging, hose-wielding racists, was not excited about portraying one on TV, but he accepted. One hot summer day, Mr. Rogers was soaking his bare feet in a baby pool on the show. On the air, he asked the officer to join him in cooling off in the pool. In this era when it was against the law for black bodies and white bodies to share the same swimming pools, the two men sat side by side and soaked their feet on national TV. Black feet and white feet together in the water—that just was not done. It was as shocking then as was a woman letting down her hair in public in Jesus’ day. The two men then sang a duet about how to show people that we love them. And then, as the officer got out, Mr. Rogers bent down and offered to dry his feet for him, patting them tenderly and reminding us—oh so subtly—of that Maundy Thursday commandment to love one another.[1]
When was the last time that you let yourself be swept away by compassion, carried away into the realm of God’s love? When was the last time that you got a whiff of God that turned your world upside down?
 If only we could walk down the hall to see a room of adults choking over the stench of poverty, rolling on the floor in desperation to pour themselves out in perfumed love for the needy. If only we could go down the hall to find another room of adults waxing indignant over the odor of injustice that fills the world, crying out over the way that it sticks to our clothes and even our hair. “Who could stand it?” they would cry aloud.
And Jesus would smile. And take a towel to dry our smelly feet.
Officer Clemmons and Mister Rogers, reprising their 1969 foot bath more than two decades later, during their final scene together in 1993.


[1] http://www.npr.org/2016/03/11/469846519/walking-the-beat-in-mr-rogers-neighborhood-where-a-new-day-began-together